Stand Away

Photography by Frendly-Fadly
Outfit Sweater  / Black jeans "LOGO"  /  Red styled bag  /  Brown veil/ Vintage Glasses from My Dad / unbranded flats

waiting, but after that you ignored?
what would you do? angry ? furious angry ?
but, if it can not? how? 
silent, and silent? silence and bury? let it all dissolve in silence? and go away without a resolution, and also struggle.
it's very frustrating. when you can not be angry, and too stupid to be angry, but you look very stupid and helpless when choosing silence.
all that confusing, and what can I do?
I could only cry and no other options for pursuing what I thought. because it's the best, and with weeping, no one knows, why are you crying? it is the best way to showed no emotion, not as whiny and wanted attention, but because I was too sick. 
I picked away the tears of the too sick, and choose to sleep and forget about everything. I do not know, until when I started to remember or think of it again. I know, it's very frustrating.

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Fake Face

Photography by Frendly-Fadly

Outfit Layer gray cardigan / Grey pants  / Broken white - black vintage-styled bag  /  Gray rainbow veil /  Asu Jewelry necklace, Ring and bracelets - Vintage jewelry/ Vintage Glasses from My Dad /Elizabeth Wedges

so grave that night, after the rain, as usual, all roads become wet. an overcast heart was as gloomy and peculiar.for everyone there is nothing strange to me, but who knows?
I could have lied to them with my face bright and cheerful, but in my heart who knows? anyone who knows the feeling? who will recognize? I will sometimes I do not recognize who and what I am.
everything is just a lie that is no longer a secret, but it is well known and very common.
Now is not the time expressed sadness at the front of the crowd, and I'm sure if disclosed will also certainly no one cares.
save your story in the brain, heart and imagination. let them drown.
and open, show your fake face. they do not care about you.  

Liebster Award

At first I was not familiar with the award of this one, but once I saw a blog the other friends, I understand now.
and I'm glad it turned out there who recommended me, even though I was poor once the world's blog,
I'm now busy with my wordpress , and rarely take care of my fashion blog, but lots of photos should I post.

Okay, I'm happy now, I'm finally getting this award, and I will post about this at the beginning of the month of my February.

"Liebster Award" is designed to help promote blog with less than 200 followers.

If you receive it, you must :

-  Tell 11 things about your self

- Answer 11 questions the nominating blogger asked you

- Nominate 11 blogger with 200 followers or less and make sure that you notify them.

-  Make 11 new questions for the bloggers you nominated

This is my first blog award, and i got it from Yuriza Astari Rizkyta. Thanks girl for nominated me :)

And This is 11 Facts about me !

1. I was a romp in the world of entertainment, I was a radio announcer, HOST, and speaker in various events

2. I'm Hijaber, i always using veil wherever i go. Wearing Glasses. Height 165 cm and weight 45 kg. Fashionable.

3. I love Paris

4. I love vintage fashion, i love things about Vintage.

5. I Don't like sugar, but I love chocolate.

6. Coffee Addicted, though I was banned doctors for not drinking too much coffee again

7. likes to photograph and be photographed ;)

8. Part of so much Community, #dropyourbook, Android Banjarmasin, South Borneo Announcer Community,  ect.

9. Kolerist and Sanguinist, but sometimes i can melancolist.

10. Have Been traumatized by the betrayal of a friend, dont believe in "best friends". and these psychologists say.

11. successful women candidates ;)

#11 Questions from Yuriza

1. How's your feeling in the first month of 2013?

- I dont know what I thought in the month, but I have to be thankful to God instead of continuing to complain.if it's good for you, keep it, if not, leave!

  2. What's your plan in 2013?

- So many plan in 2013, the details I want to be more successful than in 2012 
3. Why you create a blog? 

-Because i love to write, i'd rather tell my stories in writing. although i'm an announcer. hehe
4. Who's your favorite blogger?

- LUCEDALE
5. What thing you really love?

- So much thing, maybe, My Cat
6. Do you adore something?

- I am devotee of perfection, though I'm not perfect 

7. What's your favorite color?

- Chocolate & Cream
8. Who's your only friend when you are alone?

- my self and my imagination
9. One word that describe your self.

- Fabulous
10. What kind of style of yours?

- Vintage style
11. What is your dream? 

 - So much dream, Presenter in a TV, Artist, Succes woman, and ect.

 #Blogs I nominated :

 

 1. Colourful Day of Sausan
2. Dunia Maya  
3. In a Messy Fairy Tale
  4. In The Middle of Joy   
5. Pink Teary Dream 
6. Pretty Pearl 
7. Spoon Afternoon
8. A red crown girl 
9. ...
10. ...
11. ... 

 #11 Questions for Bloggers

1. Do you have a traumatic ? What is it ?
2. What is the reason you have a blog?
3.how confident you are with other people?
4. What do you think about announcer?   
5. What do you think after seeing my photos? 
6. What do you most want in this world?
7. what is your ambition?
8. what your favorite food?
9. Do you love to listening the music ? 
10. What do you think about me?
11. what do you think about people who are always selfish?      

Thanks All :* 

Bubbles Disappear

 Photography Husni Yudatama
Outfit Denim outer / striped black and white shirt  /  vintage-styled bag  /  Tye Die veil / Adorable on flat shoes/ Asu Jewelry / old glasses from my dad. / mocca pants

equally round, fun, between the balloon and the soap bubbles. both form and make merry. but equally perishable. although one of them may last longer. but the bubble will burst on its own even though guarded.
everything seemed shattered, lost, flying, I do not know where.
broke, really missing or just hiding?
I'm not afraid to lose, because I'm gonna blow a bubble replacement, never give up because I know nothing lasts forever. but I try, I like to look stupid by the circumstances, I knew the bubble was going to burst, but I kept blowing.

I was stupid or what? I knew for sure was disappointed, but I'm still playing.

Windy Beach

Photography Edwin Erwanda - My Cousin

Outfit cute sweater / mocca pants  /  vintage-styled bag  /  electric blue veil / Adorable on flat shoes

Do you know? the beach was always hot, and I never liked the beach because of it.. but I do know, is currently the rainy season, so I just have fun when I'm invited to the beach.I do feel cold since morning, and I decided to wear suits that sweater.I never thought the beach was bad, because I was not too happy when invited to the beach. but since that day I loved that !
Well, it turns out what we think is bad is not always bad, though the views are bad.

and I love you from now on, and that's without forced

Nice Afternoon Journal

Photography by Frendly-Fadly

Outfit Lace sweater / Grey pants  / Grey vintage-styled bag by The Bag  /  Tye Dye veil /  Asu Jewelry necklace, Ring and bracelets - Vintage jewelry/ Vintage Glasses from My Dad /Elizabeth Wedges

A lovely afternoon, yaa nice new afternoon with him, feel so comfort with what i wore and what i bring. 

atmosphere at the garden of the Gladiol in that afternoon so cozy, cold, and wet. i love that.

the conversation continued very comfortable,
between me and him, yaa between me and my self. 

when a really great sunset come, i closed my eyes,
and think of something that I never thought,
and pray for................. 

hhhh, never mind, forget about that !

i brought a journal, that's a gift from GoGirl! magazine, and I gained two journals, but I gave it to Husni,
because he bought me a souvenir when he went to Jogja.
and I've heard lately, the journal was kept by his mom, I'm happy for it.

 I prefer the Instagram Version one, and and I gave the tribal versions to Husni, because I know he likes it.

 

 and that's a agift from Husni, a nice glasses, and colorfull butterfly brooch 

let's write your expectations in the new year, and make a cup of coffee.

That Blue Gives Happiness

This is the beginning, the beginning of everything. I do not know what this is,
Such small scratches on my face that looked happy since that day,
I kept my heart yell, IT IMPOSSIBLE !

but the shout of my heart beat, yeah, win my heart and my passion really win !

I can not refute, every time I wanted to escape, the magnet is constantly draw me.

what's with this feeling? how is this? 

and the day, the blue was enlightening me, pulled, and I dissolved !

  i just love the last photo, that's from Husni, although everybody say's that editting is over but i love the innocent smile on my face 

Photography by Frendly-Fadly & US photograph- Husni

Outfit Tan Leather Jacket / mocca pants  / Cambridge Tosca vintage-styled bag  /  Arnish Tribal veil /  Asu Jewelry necklace & Ring - Vintage jewelry/ Vintage Glasses from My Dad / Adorable shoes

I started to love you